This Is A Story Of Some Persons Who Has "A Story" :)

Bingung ya sama judulnya? Wkwkwk,sama dong aku juga =='

Emm,ya ini sebenernya sebuah cerita asli, ya.. this is a true story

BASED ON TRUE STORY!

Check this out :) Aku gak mau terlihat frontal atau apa,yang jelas ini bener-bener cerita yang pengen aku bagi. Sedikitpun gak ada maksud apa-apa u.u

It's just a short conversation,but for me that's an amazing thing that we do since that 'tragedy' u.u

since 13rd, I left nothing and you did the same 'thing'. Then, I just thought how's my real fault and how can I make this situation better..

I pray to the God,I asked to him/her 'is that true? How's the matter?' I always hope that it was only nightmare and it can be back like the first time..

and almost 1 week I wake up every night around 2 p.m only for isolating and praying,refresh my mind, and try to to understand the real condition. I know it's sounds so strange maybe but... I don't know Ican do those thing

And I'm crying alone tonight,feels so desperate of all. I don't know how I must face this, and finally..I fall.

Luckily, is there any person cares to me and they want to listen my 'voice'. Alright then, I get some advices and it's make me feels better

Next, I promise to myself "I don't wanna make this same kinda hurt again,especially to......." then, I try to fix my mind and I try to have a certain attitude like when there's not problem around us

And I..emm we try to find a good time to speak each other,tell each other. I'm so worried,afraid,confused :s I don't know how I start the speech

And until now, we haven't get the perfect time to speak. yeah, we often make a plan but..it's not happen. And one thing! I have something to talk and I'm very dissappointed to......

It's a shame that it had to be this way, it's not enough to say I'm sorry

Tell me I was wrong, don't blame yourself u.u

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and likes what I'm writing about last afternoon "It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry" All I had to say is goodbye, maybe we're better off this way :)

I know what you think,emm..not exactly but I know the "big lines",so please tell me I was wrong. Don't be afraid, I don't wanna get angry, I just dissappointed why you didn't tell me 'yesterday'

Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because,you make it hard to breathe. Why did you broke all of my confidence to you? It's you or it's me?

I can't speak, I can't make a sound, I can't believe of what the 'Friday tragedy'. I know I've been selfish, I know I've been foolish,but..look through that and you will see...emm something different

my tears run down, I know I'm not the one to blame. But all I have is only to say I'm sorry if you angry with me, I know where's the fault. I wish that I could take it back

LAST~ Hear me now.. All I can say is I am not afraid of the world that I am trying to put you in,I fight everyday but I am to blame. I am not innocent,but I am not afraid..

Sometimes, it's hard to face the real facts. But you ALWAYS try to face it and accept this, because not all things you want will be come true and sometimes the way that passed it isn't easy and have many blend.

So,feel you bleed or you will stay? :)

Hima